em·bar·rass·ment
əmˈberəsmənt/
noun
a feeling of self-consciousness, shame, or awkwardness.
"I turned red with embarrassment"
Yep, I sure did turn red today.
Had to drop off a package at the post office. In guy-mode, but wearing a black hoodie, brown heathered leggings, and black running shoes -- all women's stuff.
Only one clerk. Customer taking *forever*. Right after I got there, all these other customers suddenly started piling in one after another, like half a dozen -- all rough-and-tumble macho blue-collar type guys, of course. Come on! Not a single GG??
All of them standing behind me & to the side of me, in the typical awkward line found at this branch location. Customer being helped *still* taking forever. Sigh.
I can get away with the hoodie & running shoes, but surely at least some of these guys have noticed my leggings by now. Ugh. I can't look at them. I wonder what they're thinking, especially in this neck of the woods. Then I feel my face turn bright red. Just for a moment, but it felt like forever. Really just wanted to turn around & walk back out to my car. Stuck through it, though.
Not a typical experience for me these days, as usually I have no problem. But today sounded like a more-discreet bootcut yoga pants kind of day, skipping the leggings. Oh, well! The confidence can't be there 24/7, I guess.
Ever find yourself getting really embarrassed with all this stuff in certain situations?
Share your shame!