Thank you all for your comments.
I appreciate the advice.
I do not personally know and pre op TS
Thinking about it and reading advice from all the great people on here, I think it is only a fantasy.
I thought about it, would I still be sexually attracted to a transsexual once she has completed gender reassignment? Probably no.
I think I would also be sexually attracted to passable transvestites, would I be attracted to them once they resumed dressing as a man? - No.
I strongly admire transsexuals who know they were born into the wrong body and take steps to to become the person they want to be.i think stronger focus on trans issues in the media , have highlighted this.
I am in my late forties and this would be my second marriage , but my attraction to pre op transsexuals have become stronger over my later years. Maybe this is due to porn being a lot more accessible?
If I look at porn it is only on Trans sites, I don't search straight or gay porn.
I dearly love my fiancée , and we have a great times together , and are very compatible with similar outlook on the world , but my sexual thoughts trouble me , in the fact I don't want to go down the marriage route , and hurting her if my desires are more than a fantasy.
Hope you all have a great new year