Okay so it's been a while, but i'm still reading posts time to time.
Here's the issue: i've been several times outside while dressed, most of it not alone. But this year things changed, i'm in a dormitory and i kind of know a lot of people (in the dorm and at my floor) and it paralyses me each time i want to go out dressed. i'm all set up but at the moment of getting out i just can't. It's weird because some kinda know about my dressing. i regularly wear nail polish and a lot of people has seen it (had some compliments which was very nice haha) and while drunk at a party i told some people. i don't know what to do to build the courage and i don't understand what is different between having nail polish or wearing women's clothes, this is pretty much a give away. So i just dress at home which is not really fulfilling for me.
Do any of you have or had the same issue ? How do you live it and (if it is the case) how did you manage to solve the problem ?
Last but not least, thank you all for your posts which i read with great interest and has sometimes opened my eyes on some matters (the SA reactions for example). I will try to bring my own stories if some of you are interested
Thank you
Ringo