I have been cross dressing since I was a small child, but have always kept it to myself. This past fall I finally came out to my wife who is good with my dressing and even encourages it. I am transgender and always have been for as long as I can remember. I told my wife about being transgender and that I want to start taking hormones and eventually get breast implants about a week ago, which kind of caught her off guard, although she understands and just wants me to be happy, and is very accepting. I want to start living as a female full time, and eventually have GRS surgery, which my wife is also okay with, but having a hard time understanding as she has said the man she married will no longer exist. I am really beginning to feel like I am who I am on the inside. Anyway, I underdress full time, and have shoes and booties I wear most of the time as well. I have DD breast forms and wear them all the time, but never gone out wearing my forms until this past Saturday evening It was the most liberating feeling ever. I was wearing women's jeans and a loose fitting long sweatshirt, but did not have a wig or makeup on, but having breasts was so exhilarating. We had gone to a Shari's Restaurant with another friend, who knows I cross dress, but does not know anything else. While we were there we got a bit of a scare as a person I know from my previous career (Deputy Sheriff) came into the restaurant. If he noticed my breasts, he did not say anything. I think my sweatshirt might have hidden my breasts. We spent about an hour talking with him. It was awesome, and my wife knew how good it made me feel. She did ask that I not wear them out again, unless we are going somewhere where she and I are not known. We are going to go to Seattle in the near future and I am going totally en femme. Our plans are that we are going to eventually move to Seattle where we will rent a studio apartment, and I will eventually complete my transition.
It is good to know I am getting closer and closer to becoming the person I want to be.