Here's whats up.. I am kind of large, over 6'3" and 250 Lbs. Gym rat, played hockey, etc etc..
I am perceived by all around me as a " mans man". Alpha type who makes my presence known as needed, although the truth be known I'd rather by in the background. Never really desired to be in the Male forefront, just always seemed to find myself there anyway.
When I consider who I am in private (here and with my SO for instance), then look at what society sees when I am in "man-mode", it's quite confusing. It's really weird the complete difference of who I believe I am vs what the rest of everyone else sees.
Does anyone else struggle with this? How do you, my beloved digital family deal with such stark contrasts? I'm not a wits end with this but it has been weighing in lately, and who better to ask then you good people?
Thanks in advance for your answers -Tama