So yesterday I spent some time writing out a letter to my wife regarding my CD'ING. It was an idea I have seen on here a few times and the feeling I got was that it helps support you if the day comes to talk to her about my dressing.
It mainly focuses on what I thought would be the most pressing and alarming questions that she may think in the moments after I have told her.
It also reaffirms how I feel about her and is clear on my understanding that this will likley be a great shock but something that I hope by telling her we can talk further about together.
It was a little strange writing about what I do, I know I post on here but seeing it in my handwriting with the feeling of sore fingers and wrist from writing didn't fill me with dread rather more hope.
I don't know if I will ever show her or use it but I would say it was a useful excersize in confirming how I feel about all this.
In the meantime I will be putting it with the bag of things in my car, at least if I never find the courage to talk to her and my stuff is discovered there will be an explanation there for the finder.
MissS