In order to understand why we crossdress , it is important to see the whole picture ,,,we just love to be feeling that we are beautiful woman ,,,same as you feel being a woman ,,,genetically we are built within by our DNA ,,,...it is a gift giving by God to us ..it is not a curse ...so once you accept this Idea ,,,the rest is easy ,,,,WHY don't you try to let him see this forum and show him that you are very interested to know so that both of you can accept this situation and try to make it work from both sides ,,,,yet the most important is to give him the courage to open up to you ....