Nothing is more exciting than Model trains......Maybe Aquariums. Although I have been forbidden from having either of them.
For me Crossdressing is not a choice it is a necessity. As a man I am embarrassed in my own skin. I have never felt comfortable as a man I tried to compensate with other means but it never felt right. While dressed I am comfortable with who I am, and with how I look. I never felt like that before, and I hate it. I am happy with me the way I am now. I am not 24/7, pretty much I get to be me outside of work, while there I have to be "him". I do were my forms, and underdress 24/7. But I can only wear my real face on the weekends and at night if I am not to tired to change.
The change also involves a change in the way of thinking. I have a more relaxed mindset while dressed.