Sometime around 5th grade I discovered panties, red satin bikinis to be precise. After that, I was hooked. Often spent time looking at the Sears catalogue and JC Penny's. Remember those? Not only did I like the lingerie section for the nearly naked women, I loved looking at all the lingerie and wished it was me wearing it. I also thought that I should have been a girl. Seemed right at the time. I can now buy whatever I want, but still have to fight for the private time to dress up