Hi Leonora,
In my opinion --and credit to Patience for pouncing onto it first--, this is the problem:
I doubt there are many here that don't understand that - not the show of panties, but suppressed internal feelings.
You just threw that comment in there, but being tired of hiding how you feel inside is huge and it can tear you up. It can make you lose focus and consider things that you wouldn't consider ordinarily. That's a real problem.
But your proposed solution is unquestionably the wrong one.
I think probably you could explore an additional outlet for self-expression other than panties because the panties route is quite limited. After dressing sessions, once you expand to wearing panties every day under your regular clothing, there isn't really much more you can do if you need more.
Do you have feminine outer clothing? Because the ceiling for outer clothing is much higher. You might need to talk with your SO and see whether it might be possible to negotiate getting more out of your dressing with outer clothing. ( Or maybe nails, earrings, coming out, or whatever... those are just examples of what others do to be more visible ).
All the best. I feel your pain .
- Lydianne.
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OOh, and read Phili's reply who appeared to diagnose this and provide a good suggestion even before you wrote it . Credit to Phili, too! .
- Lydianne.