Hello all, You may see i'm not a very "active" member on this page but none the less, I still love the support from the community thank you all!
Just to give you a small background about me, I'm 34 currently living as a closeted cross dresser I've been on and off with cross dressing since i was a very young. I do have the chance to dress pretty much anytime I want to, I do live with others and don't have complete privacy but enough space to myself to privately enjoy my cross dressing. I don't have a "SO" and I don't have children so simply put my life isn't too complicated per say.... but in the recent 6 months to a year i'd say all I can think about is cross dressing or living as a girl or dressing the way i want to in public without fear, or being around others while presenting as a girl/woman. Currently dressing up at home just seems not to be cutting it lately, although I've thought about coming out to a few people and at least trying to half way transition or maybe start wearing subtle woman's clothing that I fell comfortable in, it seems like pipe dream to me and i sorta fell like i can't try this new direction i want to go in, it's been tough for me break though that wall or it is a wall I've built all on my own? I wanted to see if anybody has feed back or tell me what you may have gone through in your lives and what happened when you finally said it's time to be me. I know this isn't my full story but i'm trying to gain any insight from others that have gone through this time in their lives.
Any thoughts or advice or feedback would be greatly appreciative
Thank you!!