I'm finding myself in an unusual position. It's been forever and a day since I got to dress properly with makeup, and underdressing / dressing without makeup and wig just doesn't do it for me. It's not about the clothes, it's about the gender for me after all.
My wife has finally returned to work after about 4 months of not being in the office, and I simply cannot find the energy to get all of my makeup out, glam myself up, and then put it all away and risk leaving something out.
Normally I would say that the pink fog has lifted for a bit, and it'll be back, but this time is different. Previously I've lost interest in dressing for a period of time, and I don't think about it at all. Mentally I haven't changed this time though. I still don't want to be male, I still don't want to present as male, I still think about dressing 24/7, but when I do get the opportunity, I haven't found the energy to take it.
Anybody else find themselves go through a similar phase?