Hello Everyone,
Long time lurker, I do not post very much. I am very much in the closet, if my wife knew I think some bad things could happen.
I have been able to fight it for about 6 months, purged everything. Finally the urge became to much and purchased some bras and panties yesterday at Marshalls. I forgot how much I love the feel of a bra, the straps, oh and the fun of a matching a cute bra and panty set.
Now the rabbit hole begins, next I want a new pair of forms, cute stockings to got into a cute pair of heels, then a pretty dress, oh and a skater skirt,......
I have become obsessed before, totally over taken by the urge, dominating my day. Then the shame I feel after is terrible. A few years ago when I traveled for work I had a wonderful collection. I purged all that long ago. So I guess I am just scared.
I wish more than anything that I could have just been born a girl, grew up playing with dolls, go shopping with my mom, going to prom, going to college, going on vacation, wearing a cute workout outfit at the gym.
I guess I just needed to tell someone, thank you for reading
