So I'm in a real dilemma right now. I guess I haven't shared too much in this forum so you need a little background history to understand.
I started dressing back when I was about 11-12 when I used to wear my mom's and sister's heels and clothes. I kept doing it completely in secret from my family for a couple of years until puberty filled me with testosterone and killed my curiosity for dressing.
The important part of this history is that during those years of being 100% testosterone filled I gained weight and I've been chubby since then.
Now we're in 2007, I'm 26, I'm out of college, I have a job, and I got my own apartment. I start living alone, I have money from my new job, and most importantly I begin to re-develop the curiosity for my femenine side. So I decided to not suppress those feelings and I begun to buy dresses, heels, lingerie, breast forms, you name it. I had the money, I was living alone, no kids, no ongoing serious relationship, so it was kinda the right time to embrace that side of me.
Long story short, we're in 2023, I'm 42 and I have lots and lots of clothing from all these years becoming Roxanne, however now I've also decided that I want to live longer so I'm actively trying to get healthy and part of that is losing several pounds.
So here's my dilemma: my plan is to reach my ideal weight by the end of this year, which by the way things are progressing is very plausible, but if I do that I won't be able to wear any of the clothes I've been collecting throughout these years.
It wouldn't be much of an issue if I could donate the clothes to someone, but I don't know any females my size or others CDs where I live (I'm from South America).
Any ideas? I don't want to throw the clothes in the garbage.