I've said before I'm not even sure I'm a cross-dresser as I don't go out as one and only wear lingerie in private. That said I would love to go out (out of town) as a woman IF I could pull-it-off as I do believe deep within me there's a woman that wants to be free. I am with Lacey in that coming out to family would be too hard on them. I've created a persona of being an independent "no nonsense get it done guy" but know its to hide my soft/feminine side. It's a balancing act which is frustrating for me but its all I can do. Living in a small city far from a major one is another reason for the frustration and moving at this point in my life isn't an option. Being able to connect with other CD's does help and I thank you all for your insight.
