A little background before I get in to the dream. I came out as a CD to my wife of 30 years a couple years ago. She's ok with in mostly. So far it's been just dressing around the house and at times going out as a MIAD, when I'm at the lake house by myself. And once with her in Vegas. Boy, that was fun.
A couple nights ago, I had a dream that my wife went away on a trip without telling me beforehand. To make my self feel better, in the dream, I decided to practice my makeup. I told her about the dream and we talked about how I did. Not well. Lol. That night, she said goodnight and said, "Hopefully you'll have another makeup dream." I always try to reassure her, when I have dreams like this, that I have no desire to transition or live full time as a woman. So I reiterated that and said, "I'm not going to lie, obviously if I'm dreaming about it, it's something I have thought about." Her response was, "Well, if you're going to do it, don't go cheap. Buy some decent stuff. You get what you pay for." I told her I would only do it at the lake house by myself. She said, or you could go on a trip.
So here is my question. Is she giving me permission to try makeup? I don't want to push it with her, but this seems like a step forward and I can try my hand without having to hide the makeup. What do you girls think? I'd like to hear from some GGs too.