Well last nite i went out again to my 2nd tparty..
its at a bar/restaraunt in the suburbs, starts off after closing and t-girls and friends take over..$10 cover...i had no idea such a thing existed!!!.. (philadelphia area)
the thing i wanted to say was i havent felt so comfortable in sooooo many years..its both sad and exciting for me to feel this way...if you've seen some of my previous posts, i have some mixed feelings about being transgendered,
i know i've hurt people in my life but there's nothing i can do about it at this point.....
HOWEVER!!!
let me say that when i sit at the bar with legs crossed, jeans skirt, strappy heels, and my brown body suit, hanging out with many other girls, sipping on a drink, and a guy comes up to me and starts telling me what "B((#TCH his wife is while he stares my boobs!!!!!... i must admit i had no doubts about who i was then....some of the girls were dancing and i joined right in..not typical of me either..i was on cloud nine the whole nite...
so i loved it, i hope you all have a place to do something like that
also let me say it was quite a mix, there were some girls who barely tried and flounced around like they were cinderella, and one girl who took me totally by surprise, totally totally passable from behind, great body, hair and she turns around and has afull beard and no makeup..i talked to her and she said she just "felt like a girl" and didnt want to shave so she doesnt bother ...you really had to see how good she looked, even with the beard...this is to the point some of us share about how we look....in the end, its how we feel...this is all totally about how we feel and i'm trying to remember that every day.
thats all i got for now...
pics to come in the pic gallery hopefully