Something has been going on with me lately that I don't quite know what to make of. I still like being myself as Ericka but have been preferring to wear guy's clothes. I mean I still wear all the female underwear, makeup wigs and stuff but have preferred wearing guy stuff, and it's not the same as being my guy self, Richard. It may have something to do with the integration of my two parts, I don't know. I think I'll just go with the flow and my feelings for awhile and see what happens. If I end up doing this all the time, I don't know where that will leave me with the forum and my friends. I'm a little apprehensive about that. As usual, I'd appreciate any input from you gals. Take care, Love, Ericka