first thanks to Kellylyn..i was sitting here moping and she said i'm going out!!
so i just had to..
i went to the local mall and for the first time ever i actually shopped!!! and i actually bought something!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!
i bought cute pink fuzzy socks to wear and a very classy liz clairborne wallet...
it was a very strange thing..i dressed went out side my apt//it was still light about 830...usually i wait till dark...but anyway i immediately ran into a woman and her dog..she just smiled and said hi...couldnt avoid her...
confindence girl!! so i went to strawbridges and just did my usual futzing around and again was surprised by a woman right next to me...she ignored me...then i got into it...
my favorite part was a mom and her teenage son came right to the wallets!!!!!! yikes..i just kind of hung in there...i was very self conscious, but kept thinking..you're just shopping,,just a t-woman shopping..the funny part was i'm sure i didnt pass but i caught the teen red-handed staring at my boobs!!!LOL>...that was a confidence booster too..he was really checking them out!!!
so i take the wallet and waltz over to the nice saleslady and before i knew it she was apologizing the wallet was not on sale...!!!!smiling all the way and michele did her first transaction!!!! get it??
i did some more shopping but no more buying and on the way out, the doors were locked again..didnt panic, as the manager came up behind me and said ..here hun, its locked!! and she opened the doors!
for some reason i really felt comfortable in my outfit and my role...i felt so relaxed it was great!!
i also did my usual hotel walking around but the mall was the hi-lite..
still dont think i'm comfortable around guys in the mall and i was lucky there was only that one with his mom...just so happy i bought something!!!
i am posting some pics of the outfit i wore in pic gallery
gnite!!!!!!!!
michele
anyway..just thought i'd share!