What were your reactions when you were much younger (grade school, high school) when you saw an image of someone CDed, either in person, print, movies ,etc.
Did you identify with it? Were you appalled by it, did you laugh at it or ridicule it along with the other guys?
I got to thinking about this one this morning when I happended to turn on the television (which in itself is rare for me) and came across the old classic Tom Hanks film "Bachelor Party". I remember seeing this with friends in the 11th or 12th grade years ago when it first came out in the theatres.
Anyway there is a point in the movie where the lil nerdy guy falls for a TG person at the party, only to have 'her' come into the bathroom and pee standing up. I remember seeing this back then and having the same reactions as the duped character. He tore off his clothes in disgust and immediately jumped into the shower.
I remember when we saw this as kids, my friends were moaning in angst as well, but there was something in me, that did not want to laugh. It intriqed me to see this but I still did not neccessarily identify with it at all. I ridiculed it just like they did. It was weird seeing that this morning.
But I do clearly recall identifying with the beautiful actress that played Tom Hanks finacee's character, especially when she and her girlfriends showed up at the party and she was decked out in her gorgeous baby blue/white bustier/garter set. THAT part I identified with, wanting to dress like that and be her, but not the character who was supposed to be TG. Theories on this anyone?
Then there was another time when this singer we liked got into a car accident with a TS and he got paralized. An article came out about it in a popular magazine, this was about 1981. They had a pic of the girl in there, and we were remarking about how much she passed, and how we could see how he may have been duped by it. But again, I laughed and ridiculed it.
Now today I identify with images like this much more fluently. As I look back over life and see the development of this side of me, I am astounded by it sometimes.