...dont post much in this section of .com ..... because for me the clothing really does not give me any special highs ...Oh I admit I like keeping up on the latest fashion quirks ...but a thrill of undergarments does nothing for me ...I find bras a pain ...cant stand wearing shape enhancers ..they are sooooooo bulky yuk !!!!!..now I do understand for alot of you this is your c/ding thing and Im not looking to coz a bad vibe...the reason I,m writing this post is Im trying to figure EXACTLY where I fit in lately ......recently I've been out and in the public eye so much ...being Drab is really hard ...the life energy from whatever triggers this need to be Sherlyn inside me of me is sooooo strong now ..I often forget that Im really male impersonating a female in public ...my mannerisms seem to just be natural in this state ....its kinda haunting and I cant really explain it ....simply perhaps ...I was meant to be a female ...and not just a dresser...which lately is a very confusing journey