Has anyone here experienced anything like this? I was curious about dressing and enjoyed it when I would put my moms stockings on when I was a teen. Now I am in my early 40's and into crossdressing in a pretty big way. As I look at why I desire it so much and want to be with other crossdressers and guys when I'm dressed is that I'm to small to please women in bed. I've always been very small. When I was in school I'd always be ashamed after gym class. Since I probably knew at some level that I wouldn't be good in bed with women I think I thought I could enjoy sex as a female. Maybe this all doesn't make sense but I wanted to see if this is a unique experience or if maybe someone else has had a similar experience.
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