I know that true beauty is inside. Ok, one thing is to know it, but perhaps I don't really believe it. The thing is, I am getting more and more unable to cope with growing old as a cd. It was one thing to dress up when I was 20, in a way it was still great in my 30s (maybe better because of the increased experience) but I find it harder to enjoy being a 40-something cd, simply because my body is not the same. I am somehow blessed with a no-wrinkles, moderately androginous face, but still the difference with what it used to be is painfully obvious. I know many of you girls are perfectly happy with what you are -and I warmly congratulate you for that- but my question is, are there other girls who are thinking of quitting because what used to be fun is turning out to be a burden? (that would be me)