I crossdress behind closed doors if you will, and I do it quite infrequently only when no one is home, the risk of being caught is scary enough ... I do love to take glam shots and such, kind of like a memento if you will ...
... for me it's a great way to relieve stress and tension, let out my repressed desires, express my femininity, and to a certain extent it is liberating (I am woman ... hear me roar! lol) ... I'm gradually working towards like stepping out and at least driving around en femme ... well halloween approaches and I bought the cutest costume (I'm gunna be storm from x-men! lol) so hopefully this chance won't be too far off