well girls and guys i finally stepped out tonight with my ex g/f to the cinema as kate and i must say it was awesome, no one batted an eyelid, we stood in the queue for what seemed like a lifetime and got the tickets a couple of head turns on the way in but my ex told me that they was checking me out, i did have a very short skirt on and knee length boots.
afterwards as everyone was heading for the exit there was two guys almost on top of us and one of them said "what is it about tall girls in boots?" I could have shrunk and wanted to turn round and say "yeah they turn me on too" in my voice and watch him jump out of his skin but i was too nervous and as they thought i was a girl it was great.
one thing which was weird we stopped at the drive thru for a coffee as samantha wanted one and I watched her get hit on by a mcdonalds worker! had i been sat in the passenger seat as Kieran things would have been totally different, she just laughed and shrugged it off saying "see what us women have to put up with" I agreed I have been leerd at and spoke about tonight like a piece of rump but i didnt mind just really glad not to be read.
I am certainly on a buzz and wont sleep tonight at all but it is the start of something new for me and i hope to get very used to it as time goes by.
Samantha is one amazing girl as well, she said to me as we was driving home " i suppose this is goodbye to the workld we once knew for ten years now isnt it" my heart wrenched but i knew exactly what she meant, if only i was a strong as her, I love her dearly