Scrunchie-Bunchie, I agee with most of what you said. I also never feel like a girl or woman, even dressed in all femme including wig and makeup and looking decent enough to blend in with the crowds, I always feel like my male self. And as for feeling feminine, it has little to do with how I dress, but more affected by my mood of the day. Some days I feel more masculine, some days I feel more feminine, but most days a mix. If I had my way I would never wear a wig and little to no makeup and always present my male self. I would just wear a mix of feminine and masculine clothes. Much like many women do today. But my little town is not ready for that, and I would not put my family through that. And that is my choice, as I am also a father and husband first. We all make choices that we feel are best for us. My wife and I are actively working to find where my feminine parts fit in.
When writting or chatting with others I try to use generic pronouns when I can, otherwise feminine ones for curtesy, or I will use gurl or gurlz. But still mix in the male ones also at times, and I think mostly because I am always just feeling like my male self no matter how feminine I am feeling that day. What can I say, I just guess I am a mixed up person. I am a Feminine and Masculine Male person.
BTW, my wife really does not like it when I use feminine names or pronouns when refering to a cding. I wonder how many other wifes are like that.
KimberlyS - CD
A guy in a skirt