I got excited in the beginning when I found this forum. I've been obsessing about cd-ing far more than usual. It was starting to feel like a good outlet but now I'm feeling as disconnected as ever. When I try to reach out, I just feel like I'm annoying people.
Obviously these are my own issues and they come up periodically in all areas of my life, but right now I just feel really alone and stupid with this whole thing. Anyway, it is what it is.