Hey girls!
Was watching an old holiday video from 2002 the other night. You maybe thinking "So what?!" However, 2002 was the year before 'Sara' came out to the world. What struck me was the fact that i looked so manly! Hairy body (YUK!) and thick eyebrows! (DOUBLE YUK!)
So you're thinking "So why's this a sad moment?" Well i feel like i've left Alan behind now. Of course i love my feminine side but it feels like 30 odd years of being Alan have gone forever. Although i'm not 24/7 as Sara, i can't relate to Alan although i live as him most of the time right now. Am i making sense or talking cr*p? (probably the latter!) Seriously, watching the holiday video was a real eye opener. Seeing how my feminine side is now being expressed, i.e. through thin, defined eyebrows, painted nails etc.
Do people understand where i'm coming from? Hope so. Makes me wonder how things will develop in the next few years? Only time will tell......
Sara xxxx