I am not currently driven to dress. It has happened to me many times in my life and I am sure will continue to ebb and flow for the rest of my life. I am not troubled by my current circumstance. I have an SO who would prefer that I dress, yet I am not motivated. All sexual motivation seems to have drained from my life, a thing I have prayed for for many years. If prodded to place blame for my current asexual orientation, I should have to place it squarely on Bush and the neocons, who have made this world so dangerous that idleness no longer has any place in it. It seems clear to me that survival is more important than gender issues and so I have little time to think about my desires, struggling as I am to survive and be wary of perils. Yet, for all that, I wouldn't think of going without a really cute pair of panties every moment of the day (unless I am in the shower). I am lucky in that all of my friends know about my cd'ing proclivities, although I suppose I have to take a little bit of credit for having the nerve to tell them about my true nature, but I am grateful for their openmindedness. I wonder if the fact that I am accepted as both male and female has somehow contributed to the lessened desire to dress. Is it the "forbidden" nature of crossdressing that makes it so compulsory? Any thoughts?
