Hello it seems as though I have been struggling with basically myself sometimes I want to feel girly and wear panties and wear tighter feeling clothes and then I feel this is stupid and I put my boxers back on. Sometimes I say I'm going to wear a thong under my clothes and then i think naaaa. I just really wish I could just basically know something. I know I'm not the, I guess average guy because I want to feel feminine sometimes. I'm not gay and I love women but just feels odd to actually want to feel and be one sometimes. I dunno I guess its kinda confusing sometimes I would love to be all did up as a woman and sometimes its like I don't think about it has anyone been through this.