Well Ladies...
Its been a few weeks since my wife of 15 years found out my little secret. She has been great...a little crying...a few questions for the first week but she has really been awesome. She has asked me only for one thing...that is to get rid of the wedding dress...<please no...not my lovely wedding dress> She does not have a problem with anything else. We have talked every night for hours and she has asked her questions and tried to understand why I do it. Needless to say she loves me and does not have a problem with it as long as I distance it a little. Time will help me set those boundaries better but for now Beth will be distanced.
Saturday she woke up and told me SHE was taking the kids to basketball and the girls to town for shopping and the house would be empty for hours. She said I know you need and want to dress-up and this is a great solution. The whole time she is talking to me I can see the love in her face and heart...it just shines through. We have always had a really strong marriage as we talk hours a day.
When she got home the kids were playing and we were laying in bed talking and she said..."so did you have fun playing dress-up" with the biggest smirk...I was mortified as it still freaks me out a little. So what did I do I LIED...NO...I didnt...yada...yada. Later she ran to get a movie and I wrote her a letter telling her the truth. When she got back, she read the note, snuck under the covers with me, and we had a <nap>!
WOW I love her! She loved the clean house...I loved the maids uniform and four hours to clean and make a beautiful home for my family. Her only question was "How the hell do you clean in heels?"
xoxoxo
Bethany Ann