I haven't been here very long, so this may well have been asked before. but, did you want to be a girl when you were little. Personally, I never wanted to be a girl, but I did like playing with girl's toys , like dolls, and I was always jealous of the pretty clothes that they got to wear. Even though I played football in high school, I would have rather been a cheer leader and wear their uniforms if it wouldn't have been seen as strange.