Talk about frustrating...
I am married to a loving woman that totally accepts my dressing. She even shops with me and for me!! Dressing has never been a problem for me. I have a daughter who is now 4 years old and that has made things challenging, but has not stopped me. I just have to dress later at night or take weekend trips etc. So my CD life has been fairly easy... until recently.
I have been forced into a situation that will not allow me to dress (or at least to the level I would like). I suffered an injury to my foot last year and it had gotten so bad that it required surgery. I could not wear my heels for months before the operation. (The shoes are what do it for me, complete the package you know!) Now putting on a woman's shoe is even further from a possibilty for me.
It has been 6 months since I was able to completely dress-up. I have tried to do everything but the shoes, but that doesn't seem to satisfy my visual need to be "complete".
I have this intense desire to do it, my wife accepts it, I am allowed to do it whenever I want.... AND I CAN'T!!!!! I think I am going crazy.
This is seriously affecting my mood. I never thought that CDing was such a big part of my personality, but take it away and it really does get to me! I gotta get back into those shoes!