hi girls
Kimberley thread got me thinking, we are kind of like a on line self help group in a way. so if you will let me i want to open my heart to you
most of us dress for stress release and fun or the need / drive within us but when you get to dress full time how do you deal with the stress. unlike you all i cant put on a dress there is no release for me now apart for the tears hrt works wonders , so i wonder can you relate, if you don't have a partner in life how long can you go without the warm feeling touch of someone ? .
you see you know who you are and what you want , but for those of us who are in transition it is not that easy captain-lex said something like this you see i am not Paul anymore but i am not Marissa either it's like we are two minds as it were becoming one , and i hate this time , i wish i had someone to hold or even to cry with you see i am human too , it,s like a fog i can't see were i am going , and i would love a relationship i have a friend her name is Bo what a wonderful woman but i just can't . I've been hurt too many times i would rather have her as a friend than lose her all together , but it does not help me now.. and then there are some here who think they could live full time it's not easy but this is who i am , hell of a life
a. i think what i am asking is how do you date ? i just don't know anymore
b. any of you were in the fog how long did it last
c. god i need to let my hair down anyone know a good place to party
d. i need a real hug
sorry for my rant thanks for listening
hugs Marissa