I can relate to what Marie is saying as far as I wanted back in my younger days to a total female, but I had this big feeling inside me wanting children of my own. Now that I have a daughter wishing to make the change before she was born is hard to imagine if I could go though what you are with your life. I think about it alot and wish there was an earier way of doing things or saying that could help you. I really hope the best for you.
