I have ben thinking about a reply to one of my earlier posts. She "related" to my desire to be and look like a woman. She was not quite right.....
For me, my desire to crossdress is not about becoming a woman. Its about ENVY. When I look at a beautiful woman the feelings, emotions and DESIRE that they elicit from me are terribly strong. I want that kind of power over someone. Yes, I wish I was a beautiful woman. Not because I was born in the wrong body or I am the wrong gender. I want to control the kind of power they have over me. Crossdressing is the only way I will ever come close.
Amiad