Yeah, it's 5 for me, too.
I loooove to dress, but have very few opportunities.
I don't think or act fem but love to look at myself in the mirror and see a feminine form. I just love the feel of the clothes, the idea of wearing lingerie and skirts and heels.
I have never known how to explain that contradiction between the male person that I am and the female image that I love to experience. If I felt that I thought or acted like a woman, I think I could understand it better.
I think that much of the time I like to dress in ways that are attractive and sexy to me. So I work on that illusion. I have no interest in wearing women's slacks or flat heeled shoes, it's only the revealing and the most obviously female stuff that I like. I guess what I'm saying is that I don't dress to be "comfortable" in women's clothes, I dress for the most feminine image that I can manage.
And that's not much, given the lumpy body that I have to work with , but it's still a great rush for me to feel myself wrapped in the clothes and to see my image in the mirror and in pictures.
I'm just rambling. . . but I'd love to hear from others who say they are #5 on the contradiction that that represents.
Nanci