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Ok I'm going to try and ask this question, although it my not come out making as much sense on paper as in my head. If it doesn't please ask for clarification and I'll try!
When Natalie actually dresses as Natalie there is very little difference in the way her and him act, Yet when I think of Natalie, her expectations are to be more feminine acting. For some reason I can think of what I need to be doing to be more fmeinine but I can't actually manage to accomplish it. I think like a diva yet act like a "guy in a dress". I know when I'm male mode I can sit with my legs spread, I know when I'm Natalie I need to cross my legs. Yet when I dress for the first few moments I act like Natalie, yet after 15 minutes and a distraction or 2 I'm back to a redneck in a skirt. Any ideas how I can overcome this mental block and actually act more feminine? Any advice would be welcome.
Natalie