Hi Em. No offense taken. As far as the accuracy of my reports (most of which are actually in my blog, as opposed to recounted here)...well, in many cases there are witnesses who are members here. Ask them
I don't think I am fooling the vast majority of the world. I don't think that just because someone calls me "Miss" when I am en femme, they haven't figured it out. (But I do appreciate their understanding of my preference to be addressed consistent with my presented gender.) And I really don't see why I should be astonished that the world does not have a stronger adverse reaction to me getting out. I live in New York and do most of my getting out in NYC and California. These are not places that are known to be hostile to alternative lifestyles.
In writing about my experiences, I do my best not to let the pink fog affect my recollection. I specifically never write about outings the same day for that reason. I try to err on the side of conservatism. On the other hand, I am really more-or-less over the whole "being consumed by self-doubt" thing. So no, my writings do not reflect someone who is constantly worrying about the reactions of others...because I don't. Though I do still worry about my appearance a lot
