Okay so tomorrow I have an appointment to get a make over to teach me how to do make up. But I really don't want to go threw with it. I don't know if anyone else is like this but I have days were I like dressing and then I have other days were I absolutly have no desire to do this and want nothing to do with it I have no idea why I ever did it. Well, it's been like that for the last few days and I really don't want to. If I did it today I'd probably puke. But the thing is I know that one of these days I'm going to feel like doing it and I'll kick myself for passing this up. So, I don't know what to do should I force myself to do it even though I don't feel like it or just let this pass by. Maybe it's a good thing I'm probably not ready and this is a bit to deep for me.