After a long time in seclusion, I went out on a date the other day. it was a colleague from work that I had a thing for.
we met up at coney Island at the parachute jump then walked around. we talked about everything and nothing and it was great.
then something came up. we had our arms around each other and she put her arms around me. at first I thought Wow! she's into me, but then she came out and said "You really have a lot of curves". (she felt me up.) I asked what do you mean curves? and she said that she noticed my bussoms. "MyBussoms?" yea, It's kinda pointy through your shirt. I said O' and thought of something. I said that when I was in college I had huge pecks and they kind of died down over the years when I stopped lifting weights. ( I have never lifted weights in my life). she said that happens to a lot of guys she knows that are weight lifters and that I should start exercising to loose it.
Ok she bought it. but how do I explain "O by the way I'm a crossdresser and I'm taking hormones to grow breast and that most of the time I wear bras and that i am planning crossdress fulltime for a few months"
I really like her and Now I'm beginning to think enforcing my feminine side's needs have been a mistake.
I looked at myself in the mirror, really looked and noticed that I have a feminine shape. not only do I have boobs but my butt is beginning to stick out.
a few days ago I would greatfull for having achieving a girlish form but now?????????????????????????????????
I need some advice.
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P.S. Take a look at my profile picture. that's all me!!