Hi all,
I just wanted to tell everybody that I've finally 'come out' to my niece! I've been considering it for some time, I felt that I just had to tell a member of the family, even though I couldn't tell my wife.
Last week I visited my niece and we had coffee and a long chat, I told her about this site and how friendly and welcoming you have all been to me. I wanted her to understand how much this site has done for me, how it helped me to open up for the first time in my life, to actually make friends with like-minded people and be able to converse about my true feelings. At this stage I didn't actually admit that I was a cross dresser, I just said that I found the subject extremely interesting.
The amazing thing was that her reaction wasn't hostile, to the contrary she was really interested, and wanted to know more. When I left she knew that there was more to my story, she sensed that I had some deep secret that I could no longer keep to myself.
Yesterday (Mon 14th) I visited her again and the whole thing came out, I just asked her if she was ready to hear my deepest secret and would anything I told her be in confidence, she just said " you can tell me anything, it will make no difference to the way I feel about you". Well I told her not only that I've cross-dressed for most of my life, but my biggest secret of all ( which I've only told one person ever, and it was a girl on this site) I've always wanted to be a girl; always! For me it isn't just dressing, I want to actually be a girl! I've never felt any different, but I've had to live in the wrong body all of my life! It's too late for me now to have gender reassignment, had I been born 30 years later I would have sorted myself out, but now I'ts just a dream, and I must continue as a male CD.
My niece has been so cool about all of this, she is without a doubt the most understanding person in the family, I felt elated that she knew and didn't ridicule me, she showed my sympathy and compassion and that was more than I expected, she's a wonderful girl, and so are all of you on this site.
I do hope that I haven't waffled on too much, I just had to tell you all how I feel.
Hugs to all,
Linda.