Hi
I sort of appreciate where you are coming from - and this is hard for me to understand. For instance, I cannot understand women who simply cannot accept it or try to 'change' their SO (not allowing them to dress). Though, trying to understand the issues behind this is my reason for being here, previously I was shrugging it off and really not understanding what on earth my SO was worrying about.
I suppose where I'm coming from is that you have a right to be accepted within a marriage/relationship for who you are. Those who are being denied the right to dress are being denied something very important to them - an expression of the self. I've said before now to my SO that as a woman, if I called my family and said he won't let me wear short skirts or tops showing my cleavage, the advice would be "Leave him now!", because it's a form of control and all GGs will tell you that no man has the right to tell her how to dress. (The same would apply if my SO insisted I wear certain types of underwear that made him more sexually attracted to me.)
In reality, the buck stops with the CDer. You DO have that right, if your SO can't accept it, you have the choice to live unfulfilled or find someone who will accept it.
I honestly can't believe that the amount of women who have a real problem with it is as high as 75%. HC is the first partner I've had who likes to make a 'deal' of dressing and actually owns his own clothes (One bloke did have the clothes but chose not to wear them with me, he modelled his shoes once in a while - again I never gave it a second thought and possibly that attitude is why he chose to keep it private.), but recently I've been trying to think of men I've dated who haven't asked me to do their make-up or try my clothes or underwear on for a 'laugh'. I can't think of a single one! For instance, I even know my brother-in-law wears my sister's knickers and has her shave his legs and do his make-up from time to time - I know nothing more than that, and don't want to, but there's always more under the surface eh?
You can expect your dinner on the table when you get home, but you don't have a 'right' to it - if that makes sense?
I can only imagine that your CDing being cited as reasons during divorce are just one of those divorce things that happen. When getting divorced the things that really don't matter suddenly bug you, and many times you find excuses to not be with the other person so that it appears to all and to yourself that it's the totally right decision to be making. None of your ex-wives divorced you
because of your CDing and it seems (I may be wrong, I have a couple of posts on a forum to guess from, so be gentle with me if I'm way off the mark) that while you were together, your CDing was accepted as a part of the relationship and of you. The CDing being stated as a reason stings because of what it means to you. I'm pretty sure that if HC ever left me, he'd tell me a few things I've heard from my ex-husband too - but while we're together and in love he's happy to live with my quirks (which are probably a lot worse and darn site annoying than CDing).
I thought long and hard before making the reply you quoted above because I didn't want to come across as patronising. I'm aware that I can't even begin to understand the issues. It did though upset me that anyone can believe that they don't have a basic right to express themselves within a relationship and the right to choose whether or not this is 'allowed' lies with the SO. You have a right to be happy and do as you want to do as long as you're not hurting anyone else.
Lots of love and the utmost of respect. xx