OMG Girl...Well it finally happened. Today I went over to see some friends (?) that I have known for about 20 years. It didn't seem like everything was right. To make a long story short.....they said they were OK when I first came out (April ?) and was pretty low keyed and I thought everything was fine untill today. They said they started getting uneasy as I moved into heels and makeup and my "boobies". Well duh, isn't this like some of the main ideas that most (not all) of us are trying for? To be ourselves? Anyway they liked the person they knew for the last 20 years better than the "new Marsea." They said they weren't saying they did not want to be friends but felt uncomfortable around me now. Well, my goal here is to be me as fully as I can and I am soooo happy lovin' myself that I am not going to make others feel "uncomfortable" when I am there so I have decided to just sasshay away in my darling heels,makeup and purse and get over it. Their lose. This happen to any of you girls yet?
On a happy note I spent about two hours at my local Merle Norman cosmetic store where the super nice SA gave me a makeover (although I put the products on so I could learn) and literly gave me a game plan. At least now I have a little of everything ,colors seem right,and basic knowledge of where to put what and how much in the world of makeup. For those who are still figuring it out on their own but have no qualms about going out in public and letting the professional help you I recomend this as a great crash course in makeup. Oh yeah...I KNOW all you girls are wondering what this cost me. Aprox $160.00 for A-Z but there are no twist marks on my wrist LOL.