Tonight is the night - we're going to have dinner, and then we're going to have "the talk" - the "why?", the "what?" and the "future?" talk - my wife is aware of my CDing, and hasn't shown any concern, but she does want to understand.
I'm nervous, but not scared.
It's in large part thanks to you lot that I've got the courage and self-knowledge to have this conversation, so thank you all!