Samantha B L is a fem version of my real name and middle and last initials. Actually I wanted to register with the forum as Samantha I M but the automatic registration system kept rejecting it. I always thought it would be a lot of fun to be called Samantha. This GG freind of mine in the Seventies started calling me that. Anyway I had already decided that if I ever met up with any CD/TS/TG people I would go by Samantha. By that time I decided that I would dress whenever I had the chance. This was further solidified by a freindship I had with a couple of other Cd's who both called me Samantha without even asking if I had a fem name first. So for any CD/TS/TG purposes,I've been Samantha ever since.