-edit- Here are some pictures from the videos I took...
http://www.crossdressers.com/forums/...61#post1115261
Ok, so I'm 34 years old and have been dressing since I was 12. That's a long time. Not as long as some, but still long. Well, tonight I did something I've never done before and never tought I would have the courage to do.
I went to the beach in a swimsuit and walked up and down the coastline!!!
Can you believe it!! I feel so great right now I can't even explain it. I just got home and this was the first thing I did. I just had to tell somebody. Bare with me, this is a long story but I gave to get it out.
So here is how it went. I have feshly shaven everything and a new blonde wig that most of you have not seen. (sorry I havent been here in a while) I got all dolled up with my most casual yet femine makeup, put on my one piece swimsuit with a very high waistline, put on some short denim shorts over the suit and then put on some ballet flats for driving.
I got to the beach just after the sun went down so it was dark but not totally. I could never do this during the day. I parked in a sparsley populated area (only 3 other cars) and then walked to a covered pavilion to sit down and scope everything out.
I made some video but I don't know if it's appropriate for this site. no nakedness, just me in a swimsuit and nicely tucked. Nothing is visible at all. I know we have rules against panties but I dont know if that covers swimsuits. Mods? Is it ok to post a night time vid of me in a swimsuit?
Anywhoo, I turned on the cam and walked out in front of it to see how it would record in the dark. So far so good. I turned it on again and stepped out into the grass as I took my shorts off so that all I was wearing now was the swimsuit. I was SO nervous. There werent alot of people around. Some people playing basketball 75 yards to the right a woman sitting on a bench 30 yarsds to my left. I walked out a bit futhur, not quite to the beach yet, Had to build my confidence up. People could plainly see me but they were far away.
After that, I brought my stuff right up to the sand and walked up to the water (again, on video). I was under a big flood light so i know people could see me and it felt really nice.
So after that, my confidence was soaring. I walked back to my car, put my shoes and shorts in the car and closed the door. I was now outside wearing nothing but my swimsuit and there was no backup plan. I was there for better or worse. Next I walked up to a bench and just sat there checking out peoples patterns to see what they were doing. A few minutes later I got up and walked to the coastline again. This one was a bit further from my car and still lit with flood lamps. There were maybe about 8-10 people around sitting on benches, stone walls, etc but nobody near the water so I felt I was good to go and I started walking. I felt so great and comfortable now. No more nerves at all, I was just me walking on th beach. I was out there walking for about 10 minutes 1 way, then 10 more back. On the way back, one woman passed me about 15 feet to one side. She was just wearing shorts and a tshirt but she clearly looked at me what I was wearing. If I didnt know better, I say she was checking out my legs(how cool is that?) She just had the one glance and then nothing more as she passed by.
As I was walking back to my, one of the ladies that was on a bench started walking back to her car. Turns out her car was right on the other side of some bushes from mine. I walked slower to make sure I was behind her. That turned out to be something scary. She got in her car while I was about 50 feet back and turned it, and her headlights, on. I was now brightly lit with car headlights walking directly towards her!! Oh well, Im committed now. It would look suspicious if I suddenly turned away so I kept going hoping she would drive away. She didnt. I kept walking suddenly VERY concious of myself and how much clothing I wasnt wearing. Looked down to make sure my tuck was still tucked...good to go. I kept walking. I couldnt get out of the headlights because that was the only walking path available. I walked right up to the walkway that her car was parked at and made a left to get to my car. I was looking down at myself and could not believe how brightly I was lit up. I May as well have been on a broadway stage! I know she was watching me. She was sitting in her car and I was walking directly towards her, how could she not?
When I finally got close to my car, she backed up and drove away. I then opened my door, put my shorts and shoes back on and came home.
Well, if you made it this far in the story..thanks for listening! I had a great time and want to do it again. Maybe next time, not in a swimsuit. lol I was the only one there is a swimsuit and although it felt wonderful, I also felt very vulnerable. I had NEVER been in pubilc with so little clothing before.
Although my bum isn't that big so I don't think I would fit in with those groups with the big ones.
gettin out there! Oh, and thanx for posting. 
Roberta 
shirt and then go out to the beach. After I got passed the houses I would take off my shorts and shirt and walk around in my panties and nightie. Because there were never any people out there I could walk around for quite some time. It was wonderful.
Originally Posted by MlleErin
