people, and peoplesses, (new word) i am leaving saturday night(sunday morning for dallas) i am going by my friends work(works at hotel already discussed this) she is gonna do my hair and stuff, and then i am gonna be leaving i will be there for 4 or 5 days( you know i want 5) and i will be seeing a psycholoigist(gender) getting nails done, hair and makeup, some other things, shopping and just generally being me(suzanne) its a first for me and i am really excited! several girls from the forum are gonna meet me and one even has a room of her own, we will be staying next to a gender type clinic and i assume i will be meeting other girls because the hotel i am staying in is also discounted for clients of this place who i understand come from all over the country and the world!, i am gonna have a get together and hang out (hopefully) with others like me its kinda like this , i am no longer counting the hours i am counting the seconds!!!!!, i have been preparing for this trip since early summer, and i just finished up shopping with my so! she has her moments and actually has been extremely nice about helping me , she told me that she realized i do pass, and that i do have alot of feminine quialities that are ,well, pretty much undeniable, she actually told me (after getting me to model my new sweater dress and boots , vitorias secret) that i have good fashion sense and as we shopped before that last night, she kinda treated me ,well, as just a gf or something!! i wrote her a letter thanking her and telling her how much i respected her for it, and she seemed to appreciate it! honestly i dont know how long this is gonna last , but i am gonna enjoy it, for sure!, so, off i go into the transgender world of dfw texas, wish me luck, im gonna have a peaceful . fun, seif examining week , hopefully by the time i come back i will know what i should do with the rest of this life on this little rock!!, suzanne
