How deeply do we identify with being feminine? Most of us are drawn to the clothes and makeup - but what about the maternal instinct? I suspect that for many of us when we were young boys it was a trainset we wanted for Christmas and not a doll. Our crossdressing seems to spring from sources more associated with the trappings of femininity than with the biological role for which women are equipped by nature. Did you also most definitely not want a doll for Christmas?