I've been thinking a lot about this lately and I'm trying to understand it. It seems like those that accept their CD side are the ones who are really putting themself out there, are conquering their fears, are the ones getting involved with CD communities, the ones who go out and shop for themselves with little fear or anxiety. I think even participating in this forum is a part of accepting your CDing. I know there are CDers out there who are even anxious about participating in an anonymous forum.
I am here, but I am a little ashamed of my CDing. I am terrified of being read or people knowing this about me. I got busted by my cousin several months ago and even still when I think about it, I am absolutely mortified. I want to go shopping for myself but again, I am totally mortified. I am not sure what to think, I think I accept this side of myself, I admit that I am a crossdresser but I am embarassed and ashamed of it at the same time.
Any thoughts?