Hey Ladies,
After browsing your (now our) website for a while, I'm finally posting something. The question I have is: How many of you (us) CrossDressers or Transsexuals where victims of child abuse?
I was only eleven years old when I was sodomized by three older guys (15-19 years old) It was pretty scary and I didn't like it at first, I guess you can call it rape, but I didn't know any better at the time so I just went along with it because I was scared. This went on for about a year, every time they could catch me I got screwed. To make a long story short, I eventually began to like it, and thus the question.
What I don't understand and probably never will is: How in the world did this kind of abusive and degenerate treatment, turn into something so pleasurable and even desirable. My best answer to this is: If I had not made the best of those bad situations, I could have probably become a very troubled person, and even possibly the type who either commits suicide or becomes a pedophile that preys on other children.
I love this website and feel at home here, thank god I found it.
Ricki